Day 30 - the end ( and I cant count!)

 … well its been an interesting time...doing the 30 day challenge helped me to think about what I was experiencing each day. One thing that has become clear to me is that I need to be vigilant about marking out time to do the things that nurture my spirit, just having a wish wont do… I need to have a plan and yet I need to be not so rigid about my plan…sometimes I have to let go and let god , especially after I have done my share.  Here are the lessons learnt:

Day 1 – getting clarity on what I want and having a plan , its not going  to happen without a plan

Day 2 – listening to my body

Day 3 -  acknowledging discomfort and still being me

Day 4 -  dealing with emotions

Day 5 – standing up for what I want

Day 6 – making tough decisions by letting go

Day 7- follow through and closing escape doors

Day 8- routines are grounding and give me balance

Day 9- gratitude , don’t have be anything or do anything

Day 10- making time for chores

Day11 – embracing everything

Day12-  still finding peace when things don’t go my way

Day 13- being a top dog

Day14- family time

Day 15- helpers from the universe

Day16 –learning and dealing with confusion

Day17- giving and receiving

Day18- I love you, I am sorry, Thank you

Day 19-energy and exercise

Day 20- serving others

Day21- bliss

Day22- the world is a reflection of my thoughts

Day23 – enjoying my own company

Day24 – magic

Day25 – nothing to say

Day 26 – just a little time with God

Day 27- old habits creep up

Day 28  and 29 – being vigilant about looking after me

Its been fun, thank you for following this part of my blog.

Day 28 and 29

Its been a struggle to keep my balance especially over the holidays...routines get thrown out of the window...slowly finding my way back. Its day 30 tomorrow, I will make time today to review what I have learnt in the last 30 days. The very fact that I needed to post something everyday, kept me on my toes. Blogging really helps me to clear my head and forces me to stop and focus within. I have also been thinking of picture blogs, don't know enough but pictures say a thousand words... dont know enough yet but I reckon will be good fun!

Day 27 - Christmas Day

Had a good time with friends but I wasnt quite there some of the time, I think its because I didnt give myself enough time ...its a balancing act... everyday!

Day 25 and 26

well, I missed day 25... didnt I ? too much happening and didnt have that much to say.

Today I bought beautiful flowers for my home and I am preparing for Christmas lunch tomorrow..time for me not much... actually after I finish this sentence...its time for me to have some quiet time to thank God for everything I have in my life and for all my blessings.

Day 24

I am noticing that as I practice awareness and being in my true essence... I get happier and happier and things happen quite magically and I am able to find creative solutions and opportunities so easily. Its been a fun day to do that...

Day 23

My thoughts are about distractions today... ways I distract myself from hearing my own thoughts or listening to how I feel in the moment...there'e the TV, the internet, my phone, my blackberry, newspapers... its a long list.
When I was driving home today from the dentist, I made four calls and was talking to someone till I got home... whats up with that?
I complain about wanting to be alone and when I do get it... I pick up the phone and call someone!  tonight ...i am going to look at all my escape routes and see if I can close some of them down ... just for fun...maybe just swim quietly on my own instead under the night sky.

Day 22

I have only 8 days left to get to Day 30 ...I have had a pretty laid back month. I have been in people's faces at times...mainly because I wanted to stay authentic and in my own truth... which sometimes meant pissing someone else off. Speaking of being pissed off.....i lost a bracelet and 2 rings at a spa recently ... never happens to me usually... there's a part of me that is sending out the message to the universe to send it back and there's a part of me that says "maybe somebody else needs it more than me...maybe I owed somebody something that I havent returned....its messing with my head just a little....its not about the jewellery...its about the memory and the what it symbolises. will work on letting this emotion go later and accepting the situation and putting out a clear intent. I have been saying " I have too much stuff lately " and I have even said that I have too many rings and jewellery ... because I dont want any presents for my birthday or christmas... maybe its a reminder from the universe that its very literal and i have to be more aware of what i say.