Day 10

I still struggle with balancing my time between what i should do and what i want to do...especially when it comes to my children... I feel that I could do more for them and be more present with them.


There are chores, there is duty and then there are moments ...usually spontaneous where I float and lose time. The chores give me the time to float freely... the duty part ...well, i think i will ditch it... its just my perception and it feeds my sense of self importance and stems from ego. Who needs that, just messes with my head and creates conflict. So today, its about doing the chores that I have been postponing but when I do , to do it 100% and be there fully..infact to be present fully in anything I do today. More later...